snails see the benefits

I want this book so much, haha.

I can already tell today is going to either be very bad or in the least, very strange. This morning I had to take my previously meth addicted cousin to his roll call and got pulled over by a cop for 'speeding'. I didn't get a ticket because the only reason I was pulled was because my cousin was in the car and cops monitor his house 24/7. Also, I wasn't pulled by a regular cop, but the deputy sheriff. Exciting, huh? He informed me that I was going slightly over 45 but then asked my cousin to step out of the car and talked to him for a while, then he searched my backseat. Nothing was found and we were let go but still, omg, haha. I also have to go into work (I still don't want to work at Bilo :[ :[) at 4 and take ANOTHER test and then train with a cashier. Hopefully they'll let me work mornings because I really don't fancy working in the afternoon. I'm going to continue to apply at other places and hope to everything that someone else will hire me. Ughhhh. In other news, I'm home by myself and kind of skittish and my cat is laying in my ashtray.

"When I woke I was alive in somebody's room; I felt life and love and hope infesting my bones."

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